It's time to announce it, I suppose: I've withdrawn from the Ph. D. program in Mathematics.
Don't worry, I feel good about it. I might return one day, but for now, I'm ready to stop being a student for a tiny bit.
This decision slowly came to me over the winter break. During the break, I took two weeks off from thinking about mathematics. I was happier during the break than I had been in as long as I could remember. Studying math had become a very large source of stress in my life.
Let me give you some history. I started grad school in September 2007. The math department hopes you'll complete your first round of exams within two years, one year ideally. I haven't. I took two tests, failed them both. I know why I failed, but I just didn't ever seem to get good enough to fill in the gaps that caused me to fail.
This past fall, someone finally told me "you need to know real analysis." I really hadn't studied it. I even prided myself in avoiding it during my undergraduate classes. So I've been at a serious disadvantage. In October, I resolved to start teaching it to myself. But all that did was bring about more stress. It was more that I needed to study, in addition to the classes I was taking and the classes I was learning. I still believe I could do it if I wanted to. But I don't want to kill myself over it anymore.
So here's where I am now. I will still be teaching at New York City College of Technology, at least for Spring 2010. I'm in the process of looking for a second job. And I'm happy.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Screen off the street
Alicia and I have learned to keep our eyes open while walking around the city. Especially in Brooklyn. Especially the night before the trash goes out. Here's why:

We found this! It's not broken, dirty, or punctured. It was just sitting on the curb in a big cardboard box. It was a pain in the butt walking it back, but we got a free screen out of it.
It even has double joints, so it can bend in any direction (Bonus points for spotting the cat):

Okay, maybe only 1 bonus point. We haven't figured out what to do with it, but it's too cool to throw away. It's folded up and leaning against a wall for now. Any ideas?
We found this! It's not broken, dirty, or punctured. It was just sitting on the curb in a big cardboard box. It was a pain in the butt walking it back, but we got a free screen out of it.
It even has double joints, so it can bend in any direction (Bonus points for spotting the cat):
Okay, maybe only 1 bonus point. We haven't figured out what to do with it, but it's too cool to throw away. It's folded up and leaning against a wall for now. Any ideas?
Displaying My Junk
One of the hard parts of living in a small space is enjoying all your junk. You know, that stuff that you really like or that has emotional significance, but doesn't do anything. In a big house, I'd probably have a basement where I could display it all. But here in Brooklyn, most of my favorite things end up in a box in the closet.
You may have read about how Alicia and I rearranged our bedroom. After buying a new Billy bookcase from Ikea for Christmas, I've suddenly got a small surplus of space in my desk area. Here's my little area:

See that spot, right there?

It's free space! Every week, I intend on putting one item on display there. I plan on cycling through the junk that's sitting in boxes, putting one thing on display every week. If I'm good, I will even write a blog post each week about my newest display item.
I'm really excited about enjoying my old stuff, even documenting and archiving my memories of it. I hope you'll join me.
You may have read about how Alicia and I rearranged our bedroom. After buying a new Billy bookcase from Ikea for Christmas, I've suddenly got a small surplus of space in my desk area. Here's my little area:
See that spot, right there?
It's free space! Every week, I intend on putting one item on display there. I plan on cycling through the junk that's sitting in boxes, putting one thing on display every week. If I'm good, I will even write a blog post each week about my newest display item.
I'm really excited about enjoying my old stuff, even documenting and archiving my memories of it. I hope you'll join me.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Our Apartment Technology: Video Games
Alicia and I are fans of technology. We aren't rich, so we rarely get to indulge in the latest technology. But we try to make the best of what we've got. Let me give you a little tour of our set up in the Apartment.
It took three years, but we've managed to acquire all the latest video game consoles. I purchased the Wii on the day it was released back in November 2006. Alicia and I saved up over the Summer of 2007 and purchased the Xbox 360 in October 2007 because we were too excited about Grand Theft Auto IV and Rock Band. We finally finished the collection in September 2009 using money given to us for the Wedding.
Here they are, on display using a Lerberg shelf (only $15 at Ikea!). I think it looks pretty darn good, if I don't say so myself.

Prior to the new TV (also a Wedding gift), we had to use a manual switch behind the TV to switch between games. But these fancy new digital televisions can auto-detect what signal it is receiving. I was very, very skeptical about buying an HD Tv. I just didn't see what the point was. DVD's were pretty enough for me, and I wasn't worried about size. But this auto detect feature is worth its weight in gold.
So all three systems are hooked up to the TV. To play one, just turn on the TV and turn on the gaming system. Simple as pi!
Our Video Games
It took three years, but we've managed to acquire all the latest video game consoles. I purchased the Wii on the day it was released back in November 2006. Alicia and I saved up over the Summer of 2007 and purchased the Xbox 360 in October 2007 because we were too excited about Grand Theft Auto IV and Rock Band. We finally finished the collection in September 2009 using money given to us for the Wedding.
Here they are, on display using a Lerberg shelf (only $15 at Ikea!). I think it looks pretty darn good, if I don't say so myself.
Prior to the new TV (also a Wedding gift), we had to use a manual switch behind the TV to switch between games. But these fancy new digital televisions can auto-detect what signal it is receiving. I was very, very skeptical about buying an HD Tv. I just didn't see what the point was. DVD's were pretty enough for me, and I wasn't worried about size. But this auto detect feature is worth its weight in gold.
So all three systems are hooked up to the TV. To play one, just turn on the TV and turn on the gaming system. Simple as pi!
Friday, January 22, 2010
Bag of Crap
On Christmas Day at 1 am, Woot.com put up for sale a "Bag of Crap." They sell these about eight times a year, and they sell out almost instaniously. That's because they only cost $3 and can come with anything. There have been reports of flat screen TVs, appliances, etc. One guy got 2000 toy soldiers. The site warns you to expect nothing, especially because they call it crap. But Alicia and I were excited!
Flash forward three weeks later, and our bag of crap finally arrived in the mail.
Well, they were right. It is crap. Here's the nicest thing we got:
You can see the fact or crap daily calendar next to it. We haven't even opened it up yet, honestly. Spock is great, though.
We also got these "luxury" calculators. I bet they went all out on these.
Last but not least, we got some buckets. They had tags from a florist on the bottom. Huh.
Well, it was as advertised. Very fun, though. I'd do it again for $3!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Damages films on our street
Just going through some of my pictures from Fall 2009. Back in November, the FX show "Damages" filmed a few scenes in front of our building. They posted flyers all over the street two days prior to filming, then began to park trucks everywhere. I didn't see anyone famous walking by the apartment, but there were signs pointing to catering, trailers and principle photography. It was a cool insight into how a show is made (there were a lot of people!).
Here's some pictures I took from my roof:



Here's some pictures I took from my roof:
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Favorite Things
When I first made this blog, I created a sampling of things I liked along the bottom of the header of this blog. It's that strip of pictures of random things you can see directly below the title of this blog.
I just thought I'd share one my newest favorite things:

It's a clock from Ikea. I don't know how Ikea does it, but they are very good at pleasing me. I especially love it contrasting with the turquoise wall of our bedroom.
The clock actually has a lot of storage inside of it. It's a thin metal clock with a front panel that opens up. I've got no idea what to hide inside of it.
If your curious, those are Bucky Balls attached to the front. They are 216 rare earth magnets that stick to each other surprisingly well. I'm sure I'll post about those in the future.
I just thought I'd share one my newest favorite things:
It's a clock from Ikea. I don't know how Ikea does it, but they are very good at pleasing me. I especially love it contrasting with the turquoise wall of our bedroom.
The clock actually has a lot of storage inside of it. It's a thin metal clock with a front panel that opens up. I've got no idea what to hide inside of it.
If your curious, those are Bucky Balls attached to the front. They are 216 rare earth magnets that stick to each other surprisingly well. I'm sure I'll post about those in the future.
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